crisis with the emotion

i had to die to come out next breath with a new life stress! sometimes i be myself, i fail to motivate n be strong sometimes when i be someone else i feel like i'm better than before however..it is like a puppet. BE YOURSELF IS THE MOST PURE, GREATEST IN THE WORLD. i need somebody to talk with. i need somebody to hug to i need somebody to be love to n i need somebody to guide me... now~ i'm totally lost.